Interesting day

Well last week I posted about having a hemroid. This morning I woke up and was bleeding.. so that scared me. So i called the dr. and they had me come in to check the placenta, babies, and my cervix, and find out where the bleeding was coming from. Well they determined that it was the hemroid that somehow got irritated or something. I have to use tucks pads today and see if that helps shrink it, if not they will decide what to do tomorrow at my regular appt.

They mentioned sending me to a dr to have it removed. That just scares me... Part of me would like them to get these kids out of me. But then I feel selfish thinking that. I am just very ready to be done, and don't know how much I can take. Last week they both weighed in at 4 1/2 lbs and have been scoring perfect on their BPP tests.

 

I loved tucks. I actually left them there until the next time I had to go potty (they just fall out into the toilet anyways.) and then I place a new one there.

 

i remmeber al those feelings very clearly..

my mom took my older son because she said the babies only have one chance inside you.. you cant put them back there..

do what ever it takes, tucks, anything.. just stay strong..it will all be over soon and youll be wishing they were back inside..

 

Glad you went in and that the babies are doing good I used Tucks with my second pregnancy, worked great

Dianna

 

The other thing that really helps (I had hemmorhoids that bled like a period a couple of weeks ago) is to fill a bathtub about 2-3 inches deep with HOT water, and sit in it! Something about the hot water shrinks them up.

Hope that helps you! It REALLY helped me.

 

Hope you're feeling better soon. Please hang in there. 4.5 lbs is still sooo tiny; when I saw my little ones born at 3 and 4lbs, it nearly broke my heart. I was just grateful they were ok.
:hug99: You can do it!

 

Epsom salt in a really hot bath can help sometimes too. I know how you feel and I feel for you. :friends: