Here we go again

I need to vent a little bit...

Ok so Friday I had another ultrasound at my doctor's appointment. He's scheduling one each week now just to check the boys' growth.
I also had my first NST.

Well as I was being monitored my doctor came in saying that the boys looked good on US except for one thing. One of the boys (he didn't say which) looked like he had a little extra fluid in on of the ventricles in his brain. He also went on to say that it didn't seriously concern him, but he wants to send us for another level 3 US just to be on the safe side. The first time I went was about 2 months ago for a "bright spot" on the heart of Baby A which turned out to be just fine.

I was so relieved when the first L3 US turned out fine and I figured we were out of the woods. Now that its happening again I'm just freaking out -quietly- thinking that twice is more than a coincidence. I don't know what I'd do if something were wrong with one of them. Having twins is going to be hard enough with both of them being healthy. What if one has something wrong with him?? Jesus then what would I do?? I'm really just starting to be terrified no matter which way I turn. This is so going to be the last pregnancy for me! My nerves cannot take it anymore. :unsure:

 

:hug: I'm sorry you are having to worry about this. When is your next u/s?

 

:hug: What an awful feeling.

 

:hug: :hug: I'm sorry Momma. If it helps you any, both of mine had cysts on their brains and one other soft marker and they are both fine. :hug:

 

:hug: Sorry you have to go through the fear of something being wrong again. I'm sure everything will end up just fine. My prayers are with you and your lil ones.

 

My US is next wednesday.

 

Sorry you're having to go through this. Being pg can be so nerve wracking! I'm hoping Wed comes quickly and that everything is just fine!